Got a problem with me? (CAM)

[Lotus]

Noah's arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her closer. He kissed her softly on the lips and grinded his hips against her once just to show her what she did to him. He lifted his head up and breathed in her ear, "Ravenna. You know I'm yours, I guess I always have been and now I will never stop being yours. You're the only one and I've never been so easily turned on by someone other than you. You're what I dream about at night and I wake up wanting you, I always have done but I never knew it was you till I found you. Don't go doubting me." He pulled back and kissed her softly.

He let his head flop back down onto the bed as he looked her in the eyes. "Now tell me what caused this. I know you were dreaming of something, so what was it?" He stared into her eyes and then it all clicked. "You doubt me 'cause of who I used to be...?" He barely whispered, his eyes closing to hide the pain he knew crossed his eyes.

[Cham]

Ven relaxed fulling into his arms, her body feeling like putty after the adrenaline rushing through her. But his swing wasnt far off the mark "I dont doubt you baby... Im just scared your going to walk out the door one day and see someone else who really does everything you want... Who fulfills all the things you want to do... You know... Sexually... Im only a beginning"

Her face was beet red now, and she hid it in his neck. "I dont not trust you... I honestly do trust you baby. I dont think you will. I just know its an option for you. Im worried your scnning the crowds for something better."

[Lotus]

Noah kept his eyes closed, breathing steadily. He didn't know what to say. He'd never had a relationship in his life so wasn't that showing everything to her; that no one could ever replace her and she was who he wanted. She had everything he could ever need and he didn't care she was a 'beginner' as she put it. He loved their first time, he loved how he taught her different things that he knew would make it easier for her. He loved every aspect of her; her flaws and her best parts. Nothing would ever change that, but his past was going to ruin it all just like he knew it would.

Then he realised. In all his thinking he'd used the word 'love'. He knew then what would hopefully make her realise. He opened his eyes and brought her face from the crook of his neck so he could look her in the eyes. "I never thought I'd see the day where I felt this way. After causing what happened with Moni I didn't think I would be able to, but now I know. I love you Ravenna. I love you unconditionally and it's never going to change. I don't need anyone else other than the person I have in my arms right at this moment. You are my everything; fulfilling everything I could have ever dreamed of." With that he brought his lips to hers and kissed her softly, yet passionately. He pulled back and rested his forehead against hers. He kissed her softly on the lips again before whispering, "Let me show you by making love to you?"

[Cham]

Ven was stunned at his omission of love to her. He didnt say 'I think' or 'I guess' He said 'I LOVE' and that was all she needed. His lips pressed to hers tenderly, and she sighed softly when he pulled them away, going back for one last chaste kiss.

Shaking her head gently "Together. No one is showing anyone anything. We are going to make love because we care about each other. Not to prove anything. A small smile grew on her face as she sat up, still straddling him. Slipping her arms sultrily out of his teeshirt before tossing it across the room "Together... We will make this work." Looking down into his eyes, she knew she could never doubt him again. the love, passion, lust, and most of all, the truth in his eyes was undeniable. He really did love, her. There was no hesitation.

[Lotus]

Noah nodded his head and a loving smile spread across his face. "I would love that more than anything." He watched her as she slipped her t-shirt off and his hands automatically went to her waist, her skin igniting under his touch. He pushed himself up and leant up to kiss her on the lips softly before the passion broke through and it became a little more heated. His hands trailed up and down her body, moving to her back leaving trails of scorching heat. He smiled beneath the kiss and nibbled her bottom lip so her could slip his tongue inside; making it that bit more passionate.

He pulled back a little, but pulled her closer to him. "I will never get enough of you and I will never get enough of say those words." He leant up to her ear and whispered in her ear, "I love you." He placed a kiss below her ear and then everything seemed to go into slow motion and he wouldn't have altered anything.

[Cham]

Noah began moving her, touching her, kissing her, and she did her best to be a part of it. Not to necessarily fight back, but to do her part. But when his tongue slipped into her mouth, stroking against her own, and running along her bottom row of teeth, she gave in. Letting him lay her on her back.

But his words solidified the category; lovemaking, by whispering to her. She hardly had a chance to murmur it back before they were doing the deed.

*le snexy time*


This time, she remained under him once he was finished. Her hands on his sides, his propped up beside her head. "Noah!" She whispered, breathing heavily, with the last ounce of her strength, she pulled him back down agaisnt her. "Noah i have to confess something to you..." Her lips were to his ear, so he wouldnt see the fun, smirk on her face "Im not a virgin..." Then giggling.

[Lotus]

It had been different this time because they were both involved and he knew how much he loved her. He stayed atop of her after they finished and kissed her softly on the lips. He couldn't stop the smile that spread across his face as he looked down at her, despite his breathing still being heavy. But then she leant up to his ear and said those words, his smile faltered. "What?" He asked incredulously.

He pulled away from her and knelt up, his body still straddling hers; not ready to move as of yet. "Who was it? Who took it before I did?" He wasn't so much angry at her not being a virgin, because he hadn't been either, he was more hurt that she told him he was. "Why did you say you were?" He trailed off, his eyes taking on that watery effect, but it didn't mean he would cry.

[Cham]

Ven was shocked and slightly confused when he burst out, his voice nearly cracking at the end before it became strong and angry. She looked wildly up at him "Noah, you did... This is not our first time baby, im not a virgin this time"

Chuckling softly, she tried to calm him, trying to sit up, but he was atop her. So she brought him down instead, pulling his shoulders til his body once again met hers. "Please calm down baby, Thats not how i meant it. I am, well, I was a virgin... And you didnt take it, I gave it to you" Grinning softly, she pressed her lips to his, trying to bring some sort of relief to his tense bosy

[Lotus]

Noah's anger and hurt quickly dissolved at her words and he kissed her back softly, his hands tangling in her hair once more. He suddenly felt very stupid and he sighed, burying his head in the crook of her neck. "I'm sorry Ravenna. I didn't mean to overreact." He kissed her neck before pulling back to look her in the eyes. "It's just I was happy and proud I could be your first and your only, and then I guess that kinda messed with my head at the thought I wasn't all that special." He smiled softly and leant down to kiss her.

He kept himself atop of her and whispered in her ear. "I don't want to sleep." He pulled back looking at her with that knowing look in her eyes. "Please? We can try it differently?"

[Lotus]

Noah's anger and hurt quickly dissolved at her words and he kissed her back softly, his hands tangling in her hair once more. He suddenly felt very stupid and he sighed, burying his head in the crook of her neck. "I'm sorry Ravenna. I didn't mean to overreact." He kissed her neck before pulling back to look her in the eyes. "It's just I was happy and proud I could be your first and your only, and then I guess that kinda messed with my head at the thought I wasn't all that special." He smiled softly and leant down to kiss her.

He kept himself atop of her and whispered in her ear. "I don't want to sleep." He pulled back looking at her with that knowing look in her eyes. "Please? We can try it differently?"

[Cham]

Ven smiled softly, and with an understanding look up at him. "I understand darling. I shouldnt have joked like that, im sorry babe" Feeling his kiss was different from any other time. There was a different flavour. A different emotion. Sorrow and apology. She kissed him back trying to pour acceptance and understanding into it.

But his whisper stirred her libido. Thinking for a moment, and knowing exactly how tired she was now, verses how an immediate second round would be, she made her decision. Grinding her hips up into him, letting adrenaline light up her eyes at the prospects. "Insatiable are we?" She murmured before pulling his lips to hers again "Of course we can darling."

[Lotus]

Noah chuckled, "I agree there." He grinned from ear to ear when she ground her hips into his and he forced back a groan. He nodded his head and kissed her back furiously, excitement building at the prospects of teaching her new things. He pulled back a little breathlessly and smirked, "You ready to be taught by the master?" He kissed her nose, her cheeks and then her lips before giving her a chance to reply.

Grinding his hips into hers was a different sensation, but he loved the feel; especially when they were both already naked. He started thinking that maybe his old ways wouldn't be too bad if he could use them to bring the most intense pleasure to the girl he loved. He nuzzled her neck, placing kisses there as his hands trailed down her body.

[Cham]

Ven felt a buzzing spreading through out her body. Head arching back as he kissed her cheeks, her neck, her lips. "Please baby. Teach me a lesson" She couldnt help but smile though, excited that both this worlds of turn on's were colliding into one.

His hip bones dug into her, and she could feel him stiffening once again. "Dammit Noah... Why are you so hot?" She murmured, her body his, and only his. She felt something knew this time though. His hands holding hers down. Keeping her from squirming so much. But this only made her smile all the more. Noah was taking charge. Being the man she knew he was and had the potential to be.

[Lotus]

Noah chuckled cheekily and nuzzled his nose into the crook of her neck as he held her hands above her head and continued to grind into her. He could feel himself harden again and it still shocked him how easily Ravenna turned him on. He smiled and started kissing her all over again. He slowly released her hands but when they went to touch him he shook his head, "No, not touching me yet." He smirked and placed a kiss on her neck.

He continued to go lower and lower, enjoying the noises that came from Ravenna. She squirmed on the bed and he tried to hold her still as much as possible. "Turn over." He growled.

[Cham]

Ravenna's eyes went wide in fear, not understanding what he was about to do, thinking he was a back door type of guy. But knowing that he also loved her, and if she told him to stop, he would.

"Oh... Ok..." She murmured, but couldnt help to smile when he helped her turn after she whinced at the oer use of muscles. She guessed she would just see how things went...

[Lotus]

Noah helped her lay flat on her stomach before he crawled up to her so he could whisper in her ear. "I love you and this." He kissed her cheek and trailed kisses down her spine, his fingertips trailing down after. He smiled when he felt the shudder ripple through her body. He made his way back up, loving ever inch of her body. He twister her head back to him and kissed her, his tongue slipping into her mouth easily.

Then he moved back down her body, kissing the whole way.

[Cham]

How was it possible to feel the way she felt? Every inch of her tingling in sensation, yet her whole body numb except for key places Noah touched. His kisses nearly sent her spiraling. She tried to contain herself, but her elation came out in a shiver. Not from the cold as her blood was boiling in her veins. But in anticipation. She was so new to this game. What would be next...

*le snexy time... again *

Her body convulsed for the last time, face pressed into a pillow, fingers gripping the sheets as she let out a muffled high pitched groan. Then silence. Hearing only ragged, panting breathing from Noah who was behind her, Thankfully not doing what she had thought. But something that quite literally blew her mind.

She lay still for several moments as she panted, trying to collect her scattered thoughts. Attempting to bring her head out o the stratosphere. "Wow..." Was all she could murmur.

[Lotus]

Noah couldn't speak, his mind was too foggy to think properly. He swallowed and nodded his head, "Mm." He tried to get out in response, his body still shaking. He pulled out and collapsed down next to her, his breathing very slowly getting slower. When he could finally breath and think he turned to look at Ravenna. He flushed face and shimmering eyes told him he did well for once and he couldn't help but smile softly. "You can say that again." He whispered, before he started to worry. "I didn't overstep my boundaries did I? I wasn't too, y'a know, player-ish and rough?"

He rolled over to kiss her forehead as he lazily trailed his fingertips up and down her back. He couldn't believe how truly amazing that had been for him and for her. He had never thought it could get better, but Ravenna proved him wrong. She was everything he could ever need or want; all rolled into one.

[Cham]

Noah finally had the strength to move, and somehow move her as well. She adjusted slightly, feeling a burning there from using those muscles so quickly. She looked up at him before closing her eyes, and curling up into him "Baby, Ive told you, your hot all around. And this was... Just... Otherworldly hot"

He grinned and begin to caress her. She tried to open her eyes, but couldnt. They were too heavy. "what time is it?" She whispered next, wondering how long she would be allowed to remain in his arms. Knowing they both had a fairly busy day planned out. "Do you want me to take Storm in the morning when you go to work? I have to go out and fish so i can hopefully barter a bit." Her sentence was interrupted with a long, hard yawn. But she continued babbling "That way I can hopefully make rent this month. A full day of fun is fine, but two days." She flopped her head, shaking it dozily "That might cost me"

[Lotus]

Noah sighed softly, his own eyes closing but he had just enough strength to turn his head and look at the clock. "Not too bad..." He whispered. "One thirty." He chuckled softly and snuggled back down to Ravenna, holding her tightly to him. He kissed the top of her head. "We'll talk about that when we wake. My alarms already set so we'll have plenty of time to talk." He smiled softly and leant down to kiss her on the lips, before pulling her head atop his chest.

"I love you Ravenna. More than you can imagine." With that his eyes closed and he drifted off far comfier that earlier.

[Cham]

Ven curled into Noah's arms, her head spinning slightly, and her eyes weighting about a thousand pounds each.She felt him kissing her, and she half heartedly puckered her lips before he shuffled about and adjusted her. "I..love you too..." She whispered, yawning once again before hearing nothing more, and drifting off...

*Morning time!!*

Ravenna woke to an irritating beeping noise, mumbling incoherently, and drowsily opening her eyes. Blinking to clear her head and focus her eyes before moving out of Noah's still sleeping arms, and groaning as she did, stopping at the edge of the bed to hold onto her mid section, feeling sore and overworked. It took another minute to stand up, and when she did, she found Noah's tender eyes on her. a soft smile "Good Morning babe. Sleep well?"

[Lotus]

Noah had slept incredibly well, which was a first. He wasn't used to sleeping so sound; even after being completely spent. When his eyes opened to the irritating beeping of his alarm he flung his arm out and hit it to shut it up. When Ravenna rolled out of the bed, he noticed the way she held herself; pain. He instantly felt guilty but he couldn't stop looking at her. The images from last night coming back and making him smile wider. It had truly been the best night of his life, but he didn't want to say that out loud for fear of sounding sappy.

"Very well sweetheart. You?" He pushed himself up and swung his legs over the edge of the bed, wrapping his arms around Ravenna's waist and pulling her so she stood between his legs. "You hurt though don't you...?" He trailed off as he looked into her eyes, seeing the truth hidden. He sighed and found his fingers caressing her hips. He didn't care they were both naked, he loved her any which way. He leant forward and placed a kiss on her stomach. "I'm sorry baby..." He soothed and rested his head there, looking up at her as she looked down. "Forgive me? I know I was a bit rough..." His voice cracked and he hated hearing it, but he had never wished to hurt her.

[Cham]

Ravenna shrugged, but even that hurt a little, the muscles in her back taut and sore. When had she even used those??? "Yeah it hurts, but I dont mind as long as we do THAT again" A small smile came onto her face that was not reciprocated on his.

He pulled her close, and she stood infront of him, her hands in his hair as he... mourned? Was that what he was doing? His forehead pressed to her stomach before looking up into her eyes. She wouldve crouched down, but was unsure if her body would be able to get back up. "Baby listen to me" Ven started off, one hand cupping his chin. The other pushing back the hair from his forehead "I loved that ok? I loved the rough sex!"

Giggling softly, Ven tried to make him understand "Its just going to take my body a little time to get used to that alright? Nothing bad happened here. I probably wouldve been fine if i hadve done some sort of cooldown, but CLEARLY we were too spent. So dont mope. Be happy. I am" Her smile grew, and her hands went down to his shoulders, trying to stand him up. "Come on babe. Shower time. We both have a busy day"

Ven slowly made her way into the bathroom before stopping at the doorway... Her dream... She would wait for him to be ready, her body painfully taut with apprehension now.

[Lotus]

Noah couldn't believe the words coming from her mouth and a grin spread across his face in answer to her. "I am happy. I just got worried, that's all." He averted his eyes a little and sighed, before looking back at her as she tried to stand him up. As soon as he was on his feet she moved towards the bathroom and he rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly; he was going to have to behave.

He followed her inside and winked, "Ready for that shower?" He grinned cheekily and turned the water on. When he turned back round Ravenna looked in another world. He walked up to her and placed his arms gently on her shoulders, automatically feeling them relax under his touch. "What's up baby? If it's the shower, I'll wait till your done. I wasn't going to do anything, I mean not if you didn't want to, but y'a know you ache and-" He was cut off by a hand over his mouth and he cast his eyes down to a bewildered looking woman. His eyes grew wide and his cheeks flushed, "I haven't done that in years." He spoke behind her hand.

When he was nervous, upset or embarrassed in his younger years he tended to have word vomit. It wasn't pretty and he got chastised for it, but it was something he'd grown out of, or so he thought.

[Cham]

Ravenna smiled softly when NOAH walked right in. Her stomach settled somewhat and she felt less sick. Laughing softly when he bumbled on with his words.

She leaned up and kissed him gently. "We can just shower darling" she was too sore for much else anyways. Taking his hand, she pulled him into the stall and turned on the stream to a warm settling.

After the water was a decent temperature, she wrapped her arms around his torso and gently laid her head on his chest. Tired but feeling much better as the gentle atream of water relaxed her mind and body. "Thank you for loving me" she murmured softly as she nuzzled his chest. A smattering of hair on his sturnum.